Lyrics

Hey Cal, I know it's been a long time since we've talked
But if you could please get back to me, it'd be greatly appreciated
I'm sure you've heard about what happened between Max and I
And everything else really hasn't been too much better
I know I haven't been the best friend to you in awhile
But you've always been someone I could talk to
If you could
Thanks Cal

I guess it's time to start
Taking your pictures off my wall
I can't keep waking up to
The thought of what was

How many times can I
How many times can I
Wake up from this dream
It always seems
Like there's something better for me
Every time I'm alone
Nowhere feels like home

It's been two months since I saw your face
Since you told me you were better off without me
And I've tried, I've tried
Damn I've tried
I just can't get you
Out of my mind

(Ooooh, Ooooh, Oooooh)
(Ooooh, Ooooh, Oooooh)

How many times can I
How many times can I
Wake up from this dream
It always seems
Like there's something better for me
Every time I'm alone
Nowhere feels like home

I can't just stay in this house anymore
I can't just waste away my life
You may be gone
But I'm not
I slip my arms through the sleeve of my coat
I know there's gotta be something more
For me

These streets I've seen a thousand times
Look a little better at sunset
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder if you've been thinking about me
But I know I can't focus on that
I have to focus on me
I've just given up so much
Fuck, is it really this bad?
Or is it all in my head?
I made it here alright
But it feels like I just can't escape it
I feel like if I walked home now
I might just disappear